I cannot believe it's already February. In just 3 short weeks Jon and I will be celebrating our first wedding anniversary.
I still cannot believe how blessed I am to be married to my best friend. I ask God over and over again why He has blessed me so immensely with such a Holy, loving, God-fearing husband whom I certainly do not deserve.
I don't know where I would be without Jon. I certainly wouldn't be in hot and humid Florida! :) Although Florida isn't my favorite place to be, it doesn't matter as long as I am with Jonathan. I know we are where God has called us to be for the time being, so I am (trying to) finding comfort in that.
I am so blessed to have a husband who is constantly striving for perfection. Sure, it drives me nuts sometime, but I really do admire that about him. Jon won't settle for "good enough", he always pushes himself to be the best husband, student, friend, son, brother, golfer, and Weezer fan he can be. I know that won't be any different if we are blessed with children. He will be the best daddy.
I hope I can make him a father someday. I know he will be an amazing dad. I can tell by the way he talks about our "future baby Bator's", the way he talks about teaching them about God's love, teaching them what it means to be Catholic, and teaching them how to make their mommy laugh. I long for the day we will make each other parents. Whether that's through a pregnancy or adoption, only God knows.
I only pray I can be as good of a wife to him, and Jon is a husband to me.
(Sorry for the sappy post, but I guarantee you will be seeing many more of them this month! :) )